Brain dump.

I won't start a scientific article in here about that new corona thing because I am so stressed about this condition rn. a new positive case confirmed this early march in Indonesia. since that day, people do panic buying like urgh. It's been 2 weeks. a week ago, I got cold and start coughing 5 days ago. I need masks but it runs out everywhere. I even need a mask to go out to look for the masks. the pharmacies sell the mask IDR6000/pcs, while usually we could get 3 pcs of mask with IDR6000. another pharmacies sell the mask IDR2000/pcs, but they limit to sell only 2 pcs/person. that's ok for me since it's fair. but... they run out like whooof. tomorrow, my parent need to go to hospital due their check up with their doctors. my father has HHD (hypertension heart disease) and my mother had a problem with her left leg due slipped a while ago. that's sad because we don't need masks but you know hospital is the most dangerous place which infections would hi...

“Kok kayaknya gue yang sekarang beda ya dari gue yang dulu?” Pernah ga sih lo bertanya hal itu ke diri lo? ‘Dulu gue orangnya aktif banget di sekolah, pede kalo ke mana-mana. Tapi kok sekarang gue pasif ya?’ Atau, ‘Dulu kayaknya gue pendiem, tapi sekarang bawel juga’ Atau bahkan hal-hal lain yang berubah banyak di hidup lo. Terus pertanyaan selanjutnyapun datang, “Jadi gue yang sebenernya tuh yang mana?” Gue juga sering bertanya-tanya tentang hal itu. Gue siapa? Gue tuh orangnya gimana? Kalo orang nanya gue, gue bakal jawab apa? Cukup lama gue bertanya-tanya, but still, it ends to endless questions sampe akhirnya gue nemu buku ini: Dear Tomorrow. Di usia 20-an ke atas ini, memasuki usia-usia quarter-life crisis, I have so many curiosity about life, about being a human-being among others, especially about me; myself. Rasa kebingungan ini ga jarang membawa gue ke kegalauan yang gue sendiri g...