Gue ga tau ta maksud lo apa selama hampir 4 minggu ini. It was not supposed to be like that between us. Lo tau lo siapa, dengan siapa lo sekarang, dan lo tau gue siapa, dengan siapa gue sekarang. Lo masih aja memperjelas apa yg terjadi antara gue dan dia, why? just to make me down? Lo inget kan malam itu? You asked me to came with you, dan kenapa lo bisa-bisanya, dan beraninya, grab my hand and ngepuk-puk kepala gue waktu gue ketakutan abis lo kagetin di samping kamar mayat?! Lo boleh bukain pintu, nemenin gue, beliin makanan, bawain barang, ngasi makanan ke piring gue and any other services karena gue tau lo act of service garis keras and I WON'T MELT I SWEAR. Tapi... once you touch me. How dare you? I don't know "whether you know that I am a physical touch kind-of-love language or not" Lo tuh udah sama orang lain! And you know I'm having crush with your bestie kan? Ta, lo bener-bener tega. You left me feeling guilty sama cewe lo yg super baik itu. Fo...
there is always something in your mind that you can't say, but you can write.