I thought I will be fine. I am content with myself, I am enough and I will be okay with or without you. Yes, I am and I'm sure I will, but... But... I can't deny that you are special , and I miss you. Isn't it normal to miss a special thing in your life? It has been 8 months since we first being partner in surg. rotation. I don't know why we became strangers; out of the blue. You didn't say anything but "nothing is wrong". But why is everything seems so wrong for me? I've been archiving your chat, but I can't stop opening my archive. I used to think to delete all of our convo, but it's hard, my fingers can't even move to the option. They said if we fall in love with someone for over 6 months, then it will be a real love. Is it just a real love FOR me , but not for you? Is it only me who catch the feeling? I know you left me, and I have to move on. Just like what you do. You know I'm in this phase of denial and acceptance, back and fort...
there is always something in your mind that you can't say, but you can write.